my mind
grazes on
the prospect of
the day

i pull it back

now

is the only time
to survey

i am now

breathe
relax into
the medication
drift away
from
seizing muscles
cramps
and spasms
that are illusions

if only i could

my brain
has declared
and obeys
itself

so i breathe
now

and survey
You

You survey
the day
and everywhere else
and
eternity
and Home

and i trust You
You will get me
there

starting now

starting with Your flesh
and the faith
You gave me

i see You
by Your will
not faith

faith is what breathes

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